and with a broken wing

as i sit here by the phone,
i realize i am all alone.
i think to myself maybe that's why,
i'm scared to spread my wings and fly.
as i sit here broken hearted,
i realize i shouldn't have parted.
with the sweet and innocent part of me,
i guess i thought we would always be.
i felt our love was never ending,
even thought it has been bending.
these feelings come and go,
and after a year i shouldn't have to show,
how much you mean to me,
i've never cheated or given you a reason to not believe me,
this whole being apart,
it's def. taken a toll on my heart,
it hurts to not see the one i love,
alli want is to give you a hug.
and squeeze you and hold you close to me,
next to each other is where we are meant to be.

every part of me

your always on my mind,
there's a part of me that can't leave you behind.
i never knew i could feel so weak,
i cry so hard, i can't even speak.
i'm in way to deep to let you go,
i really love you, i hope you know.
if i could have my way,
i would choose to see you everyday.
i just can't help the way i am feeling,
and i need you, to help with the healing.
mentally, physically, and emotionally,
i'm glad you are by my side willingly.

you complete me in everyway,
i will love you until my dying day,
and even though things don't always go my way,
with you my heart will stay,
until the end of times,
there is no verse, no ryhmes.
that truley express how much i love you.

i always used to wait for someone like you,
now that i have found you, i don't know what to do.
i'm scared i dont' know how to act
but i feel that whatever i do,
you will always have my back.

true love is hard to find.
so once you have it don't let it unwind.
hold it close to your heart,
have your space, but don't fall apart.
it's alright if you have to fight
it's what keeps the fish's bite,
so once you latch, hang on!

these feelings are so new to me.
it makes me wonder if we were meant to be.
i really like you, more then anyone.
can't you see i want you hun?

How could you?

how could you do this to me?
how could you let me go?
you said we were meant to be.
how could you touch that ho?
i put up with so much bullshit from you,
how could you just not love me anymore?
even after everything, i still love you.
so how could you jsut close the door?
how can everything i did for you, mean nothing at all?
was any of this ever real?
why are you just watching me fall?
is this really how you feel?